Immigration Reform

Since immigration reform is in the wind once again, I will share my proposal to solve our border problems. If you want to come to the US to work, you go to a US office in your town or at the border. You pay a fee for the processing services you receive. This fee should be at least $1200. You get your fingerprints taken, a photo taken and a DNA sample taken. Then a card is made with a smart chip in it to record your card usage and a GPS tracker is in the chip as well. You can then enter the US and anytime you want a job you show this card and you can work. If you wish to go home you can leave the US anytime. You can come back anytime during the time the card is valid. The card should terminate after a period of time and the smart chip can make sure the card is invalid. For a small fee the card can be renewed and the alien can remain in the country. If the alien is convicted of a crime the card database is notified and the card is invalidated electronically through the smart chip. And that my friends is how you solve a complex problem.

If you an alien is already in the United States, follow the same procedure and go to a US office to get your card.

This program has nothing to do with citizenship. If a person wishes to become a US citizen there is already a procedure for that. 

Miracle Molcajete

Molcajete

Mercado Libertad, Guadalajara

Miracle Molcajete on Bench

A few years ago I went to Guadalajara, Mexico. A friend of mine, knowing I was going south, asked me to buy her a molcajete. I said I would. So on the first full day in Guadalajara we go directly to the Mercado Libertad. This market has everything. From cooking utensils to pork skin. EVERYTHING. But I am on a mission to find a deal on a molcajete. I didn't consider that it might be a wise thing to wait to the end of the day to buy one. No, my mission was to buy one so I went straight to the market to shop. I spy a stack of molcajetes and I ask for the price. They wanted about $250 pesos. We walked on and found another shop. This one had molcajetes stack upon stack. Small, Large, Big, pig faces, no pig faces. They asked about $125 pesos for a good size pig faced molcajete. I thought I had a deal (That was about $12 USD) so I bought it. This was a miracle molcajete. You might note that the molcajete is made out of lava. It is a rock. Not a pebble, but a big rock. As I walked around the market it got heavier and heavier. Until it weighed about 100 lbs. At that point I thought it would be a good idea to get a carriage ride around town. You can see the molcajete I bought in the plastic bag on the carriage seat. I carried that monster throughout the day. The next problem was putting it into my luggage and lugging it back to the US. I surrounded it with my dirty laundry to protect it and loaded it on the plane. It came through ok and my friend appreciated her molcajete. I have had the pleasure of eating many things made in it so it was the real thing. It has to be seasoned much like a cast iron pan. You don't ever ever clean it with soap. I haven't been back to Guadalajara since to get my own molcajete. You can buy a gourmet version at Williams-Sonoma for about $50 US. BUT, it isn't as much fun as going to the Mercado Libertad and buying a miracle molcajete that gets heavier by the minute.

Margaret Gornick

I grew up in National City. It is a small town south of San Diego. It has suffered from an inferiority complex for years as it is surrounded by other cities and has no way to expand. San Diego has had its own issues with inferiority. So while San Diego booms into the millions, National City remains at about 50,000 people. When I was growing up, National City was even smaller. But even if it were a small city, it had resources that upon reflection were extraordinary. One of National City's treasures was Margaret Gornick. She had an artist studio in her garage where she painted and more importantly she taught.

She had about a dozen desks where students would come and learn to paint. From the very first day, we painted with oils. No crayons, watercolors or pastels. Oil paint, the real thing. Just like real artists. We didn't paint by numbers, we painted by the instruction of Mrs. Gornick. If we had difficulty with a detail, she would come and show us how to do it. Most of my pictures have her hand in them. I can't take all the credit for these pictures I painted but that was how we learned. Hands on. She would teach us about color, light and mixing paints. We had to paint color wheels. She taught us how to move the eye to the center of a picture.

In addition to teaching us the techniques of painting, Mrs. Gornick would teach us art appreciation. Most all of what I know about fine artists I learned from her. When I had art history classes in school, they were a breeze as I already had been exposed to most of the artists we studied.

When I was in high school I went to Europe with a church group. We saw all of Europe in 10 days. REALLY. Ok, so we tried. Anyway, when we reached Florence, the first site we went to that morning was the church Il Duomo that had at that time, Michelangelo's last Pieta. We walked as a group up to the statue which back then, had no screen, no barrier, we had total access to the work. Since it was unfinished you could see the chisel marks left by Michelangelo. It was like we was coming back tomorrow to finish it. So out of the rough rock, you see Christ and Mary and perhaps Michelangelo himself coming out of the rock. I stared. I circled the work, looking from top to bottom, side to side, totally lost in the marble. Before I knew it, I was alone and an hour had passed. My group had left and I was in a strange city without a clue where I was, needless to say, I found my way back to our youth hostel after a day exploring Florence on my own. Now, you may ask, why did I bring this up in the middle of my story about Mrs. Gornick? Because it was from her that I learned of Michelangelo. I learned how to appreciate his work. Appreciate it in a way far beyond the physical depiction of people he accomplished.

In 1960 I started studying with Mrs. Gornick. I was 8 years old. I studied with her for four years. I quit because I thought I had better things to do which wasn't true. In 1960 we had that great political campaign between Nixon and Kennedy. Mrs. Gornick started a painting of the new president before the election. By the first of November 1960 she had everything finished except the face. She had painting the body standing in front of the Rose Garden and the White House. After the election, she painted in the face of John Kennedy.

Mrs. Gornick died long ago, but her work lives on in all her students. I have found an art dealer on the internet that claims to sell her paintings so perhaps, you can buy an original Gornick. I would like to see that painting of the president again. Most of these paintings I did in 1963. The clown is my last painting with Mrs. Gornick, and like President Washington's famous portrait it is unfinished. A few years ago I went to New Orleans. I saw patios that looked like my painting. I am forever grateful that my mother sent me to learn from Mrs. Gornick.

Modern Drugstores

I developed a severe pain in my left wrist. I had broken it twice in my life. Maybe those misfortunes are coming back to haunt me. I tried taking aspirin but it gave no real relief. External arthritis creams were no better than potions from a medicine show. I was complaining to a friend and she suggested I get a splint. That was a great idea. I go to Walgreens to find a splint. I walk in the store and I see aisles of Christmas stuff, items as seen on TV, candy, sodas, makeup but no splints. I see in the very back of the store, the foot remedy section. I figure maybe next to the ankle wraps I could find a wrist splint. Sure enough, I found them. They had the splints on a rail stuck into the wall with a hook at the end. The first splints on the rail were extra-small. For those who know me nothing needs to be added, for those who don't, I haven't been extra-small since kindergarten. I found that the extra-large splints were in the very back of this rail and the only way to get them was to take off the bunch in front.  I do that and grab the extra-large and when I read the fine print, I notice that it was for the right hand. I had to repeat the process to get the left handed splint. By this time, my wrist is hurting and I am grumpy. I am not paid by the store to restock their rail which in my opinion is a stupid way to stock splints. So I leave a pile of splints below the rail. The splint has really helped the pain which is still there but not so constant.

UPDATE: This thing really worked. The pain has almost stopped. I don't have to wear the splint all the time. If ACE wants me to go on TV and say how it worked, I'm available.

Free Food

Last night I dropped into a grocery store. It was the one that was named Boney's, then Henry's now Sprouts. It still has the same market niche even with all the name changes. I found what I was wanting and I saw some ladies unpacking a box filled with jars of cookies. As I got in line, one of the ladies offered me a choice of cookies, either a cocoanut macaroon or vanilla macaroon. Normally, I don't take samples. But I was tired, waiting in line and I didn't eat any dessert at my last meal, so I took it.  These cookies were really small. Just a drop about the size of a Hershey Kiss. As I popped it into my mouth, the lady showed me the container which had in big bright letters ONLY FOUR CALORIES. I figured a cookie of that size should be about 12 calories, so the realization hit me. I asked her does it contain sugar? With great enthusiasm she said no, it had an artificial sugar. And then the chemical backtaste flooded my mouth. It was wretched. While all this was happening, an Asian woman slipped in front me of so I missed my place in line. I was desperate to get out of the store so I could rinse out my mouth. I would rather do without sweets than eat fake sweets. You know, there is not a single study showing that artificial sweeteners are effective with weight loss. So I avoid all of them like the poisons they are. I see people, fat as me, swilling diet sodas, so obviously, they have no effect. I prefer water anyway. The worst calories are the calories you don't want, so I got four calories that I didn't want without any satisfaction.

Wolf Crooks

My Senior year of high school I became good friends with Mike C. who was a pk.  Now, for you who do not know, pk stands for "preacher's kid". There is no greater holy terror than a pk. If there is trouble to get into, the pk will find it. If you wish to be led down the path of degradation, there is no better guide than a pk. Yes, they know how to rebel in the finest way.  So one lunch, Mike tells me, lets go get some Wolf Crooks. I, having no idea what Wolf Crooks were but having to maintain my air of coolness, agree.  Ok, for those who are as ignorant regarding Wolf Crooks as I was, here is the scoop. These are cigars soaked in rum. The ad from that time states "if you were soaked in 149 proof rum, you'd be a little crooked, too." The effect of all this rum soaking is to make a smelly, nasty, rank cigar. The kind of cigar that if a man were sitting in front of you at the ball game smoking a Wolfie, you would get up and walk to the bleachers to get away from it. (I know, there is no smoking now in stadiums, but back then there was smoking allowed everywhere and especially cigars at the ball park enjoyed with a cup of draft Schlitz.)

So Mike and I take off in his dad's 1965 Cadillac. It was a land yacht. White and huge. We get the pack of Wolf's and smoke them like we knew what we were doing inside the car driving around.  Finally, it is time to go back to school.  One thing I hadn't considered is the smell of the Wolfs lingered. It was in my clothes, hair, skin and breath. I stunk like a week old ash tray. My first class that afternoon was gym. So fortunately, I could change my clothes and put on my smelly gym clothes and be home free from my lunch of degradation with the pk. As I am changing my clothes, Garry arrives. He says to me "Someone has been smoking, I smell tobacco." I freeze. I'm busted.  But wait, the muses call out to me with the greatest inspiration to occur in my life to that time. I say "Garry, I smell it too. I think we should try and find who it is."  Well we looked all over the locker room to try and find the source of the stench. I looked high and low. I sniffed locker after locker. We just couldn't find the source of the odor and we had to get to class. So we never found the smoker. I didn't tell you, this was a private school. Not just any private school, but a church school. Not just any church but a Seventh-day Adventist Church school and the SDA's do not allow their members to smoke. It is forbidden. It is one of the eight mortal sins. Ok, SDA's don't have mortal sins but if they did, this was number eight. So I survived another day with my pk buddy. By the way, I didn't take up tobacco.

Magical Realism

When I was in law school, the contracts professor explained the use of weasel words in law.  The idea was a weasel would suck the juice out of an egg leaving the shell. So a weasel word was a word that would suck the meaning out of another word. The notion of Magical Realism was first used in art but soon was applied to several Latin American authors. For example, the book, Like Water For Chocolate is considered to be in the genre of "magical realism".  The problem with that is the word "magical" sucks out the meaning of realism. It gives the idea that the events described are not real but fiction or a creation of the imagination of the writer.

Thus those things described that are not congruent with a European world view are considered magical and not real but the story presents them as if they were real.  Here is the problem with this notion. It denies the reality of the Latin American experience. Much of this literature present an alternative reality that has just as much validity if not more so than the traditional European world view.  Victor Villasenor ran into this problem when the book company that gave him an advance on his book Rain of Gold wanted to publish it as fiction. It was fiction to those who could not accept the reality of the world view presented by Villasenor.  When I first read Rain of Gold, I had to suspend my world view to accept what he wrote. Now that I have read all the works of Villasenor, I have come to realize he wrote about a reality that is of another dimension then the European world view, but real nonetheless. The use of the term "Magical Realism" is a subtle put down of what Villasenor and many other writers have written.

The Death of Newsweek

My father read Newsweek.  He liked the Stewart Alsop column that ran in the back of the magazine each week. It would be a topic of discussion at the dinner table.  As a consequence, I started reading Newsweek regularly. When I left home to go to college, I had my own subscription which has ran to this day.  I just got a renewal letter and this time, for the first time, I am not going to renew.  The Newsweek that I read and enjoyed for over 40 years is dead. It had been published by The Washington Post until recently.

Newsweek always had great columnists, for example George Will or Stewart Alsop. Until recently, excellent political writers such as Howard Fineman and Fareed Zakaria.  They are all gone.  Writing for someone else except for Stewart Alsop who passed away years ago.  Each week I would read Newsweek from cover to cover and I felt like I got a fair idea what was going on in the nation and world, in politics and culture. This weeks edition (November 28, 2011) has a piece called NEWS BITES What will you do for the holidays? They have replies by Jessica Alba, Adam Lambert and Camilla Belle.  I don't care what these folks are going to do for the holidays.  If I did, I would read People Magazine which already covers this subject of celebrities very well.

I don't know what I am going to do about replacing Newsweek.  I can either get TIME or the weekly Christian Science Monitor. For now, I am leaning toward the Monitor. But for Newsweek? It's over.

Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving has been to me one of those holidays associated with family.  I remember when I was a kid, we would go to my grandmother's house in Redlands, California.  The house seemed so big to me.  It was a two story house with an outdoor toilet on the porch with a box way above the toilet with a chain.  There was some indoor plumbing added after the home was built. It had a cellar in which, according to the family lore, my grandfather had buried money. I don't know if that money was ever found.

Driving to Redlands from San Diego was no easy task in those days.  There was no freeway I-15.  We would have to drive on US 395, a two lane road.  Many places the traffic would back up.  When we passed the Poway turnoff we would see cattled grazing.  That area is now Rancho Bernardo, totally developed.  No place left for cattle to graze.  When we got to Moreno Valley would would cut across the Timoteo mountains.  I liked them because they were named after me, in my mind and I knew we were near Redlands.

When we would get to my grandmother's house, my brothers and I would play as the women prepared the dinner.  My parents and grandmother were vegetarians so there was no turkey to cook.  They would make a fake turkey out of gluten protein. It would be served with breading, sweet potatoes, mashed potatoes, broccoli and my mother's special whole wheat dinner rolls which we called hardtack.  After eating ourselves silly the pies would come out which usually included a pumpkin pie and a pecan pie.  Sometimes we would get a rhubarb pie. My dad loved rhubarb pie but it left a hairy film on my teeth. After the dinner the old folks would go loosen their belts and talk.  All the kids and me would go outside and play.  I was particularly fascinated by my grandmother's Studebaker which was set on cement blocks.

Over the years, the family Thanksgiving dinner would change locations.  Now, all my brothers and sister have left San Diego and my parents have died so Thanksgiving isn't what it was. I shared dinner today with friends and remembered all the great dinners past.

News From the Police State: Re: Sudafed

The last time I had a cold, I went to the pharmacy to buy some Sudafed.  I have found that nothing else works like Sudafed to clear up sinus congestion.  I had heard about the stupid law requiring a person to register as a known Sudafed user to get the drug, but I saw Sudafed PE on the shelf next to the other cold medicines.  I bought the package and took it home.  I took a pill.  Nothing, and I mean NOTHING happened.  I looked at the label.  It had on it in small print "New Formula Does not contain Pseudoephedrine".  Let me explain something here.  Sudafed is a marketing term that sounds like PSEUDoEPHEDrine.  Get it? This is like taking a product that is a butter spread containing butter and removing the butter but not changing the name of the product.  It is false and misleading to say the least.

I do not understand why I should have to go through all this hassle of registering as a Sudafed user just because the drug could be abused by someone.  Everything has the potential of abuse.  You don't see the Congressmen registering as money abusers. 

On Why This Website is Called Musing Without a Muse

In the past, writers would invoke the help of a muse to inspire the writer to produce a great work.  For example, here is the opening of the Odyssey:

"Tell me, O muse, of that ingenious hero who travelled far and wide after he had sacked the famous town of Troy. Many cities did he visit, and many were the nations with whose manners and customs he was acquainted; moreover he suffered much by sea while trying to save his own life and bring his men safely home; but do what he might he could not save his men, for they perished through their own sheer folly in eating the cattle of the Sun-god Hyperion; so the god prevented them from ever reaching home. Tell me, too, about all these things, O daughter of Jove, from whatsoever source you may know them."

Homer was just a medium for the muse to tell the story of the great Ulysses. Consider this written years later by Milton:

Sing Heav'nly Muse, that on the secret top
Of Oreb, or of Sinai, didst inspire
That Shepherd, who first taught the chosen Seed,
In the Begtinning how the Heav'ns and Earth
Rose out of Chaos: Or if Sion Hill
Delight thee more, and Siloa's Brook that flow'd
Fast by the Oracle of God; I thence
Invoke they aid to my adventrous Song,
That with no middle flight intends to soar
Above th' Aonian Mount, while it pursues
Things unattempted yet in Prose or Rhime.




At the beginning of Paradise Lost, Milton, like the classical writers, invokes the muse.
These are two examples of where appealing to the muse for inspiration was successful.  I would expect there are far more cases of writing where the muse failed to do her thing and the writing is dreck.

The muse of epic poets is Calliope. I could invoke Calliope's assistance in my writing but if I did, it would no longer be musing without a muse.  So there is no invocation here.  Just thoughts that flow forth from my fountain of wisdom, such as it is.  Incidentally, the early English poets used alliteration as their primary poetic technique and I have a weakness for a good alliterative phrase.  For example, William Safire wrote about the "nattering nabobs of negativism." Before you get your panties in a twist and want to scream at me that those were the words of Spiro Agnew, I must tell you they are beyond Agnew's skill and were written by Safire. Now, I never agreed with Safire's politics until late in his life, I did admire his ability to turn a phrase.  He was a master.  Perhaps he used the muse. So far, I have resisted. Not as a matter of pride, but I have enough gods to pray to as it is and I am not sure the calls are answered anyway.

In Praise of Cookie

When I was a very little kid, my brother had a dog named Cookie.  My brother would call Cookie, "Precious".  My mom got mad at him for using such language for a dog. My brother soon left for boarding academy and I assumed the role as Cookie's owner.  Cookie was a mutt.  She was the best of what muttness is.  She was a medium size dog, black with a white stripe down her nose. She was as smart as a dog can get. If she were any smarter she would become a human and cease being a dog. When I was about two years old I noticed that when Cookie had to go she would just squat and let it loose.  That seemed to be a better method than holding the mess in a diaper.  I copied her style but it didn't go over with my mother.

When I was older I would take her with me when I was given an errand to go to the corner store and pick up some food item.  The corner store's real name was Meese's Market but we never called it that.  Anyway, Cookie would walk with me down Palm Avenue always staying by my side.  We didn't use a leash in those days.  When I would get to the store, Cookie would sit at the entrance and wait.  She never would come in the store because I told her not to.  Often the butcher would give me a knuckle bone for her and when we would get back home, Cookie would spend hours gnawing on the bone until it was clean. The other dog we had was Candy.  Candy was a purebred cocker spaniel.  Candy liked to sleep in the road which wasn't healthy.  Candy was stupid and didn't care.  Palm Avenue didn't have sidewalks in those days and the side of our home was lined with olive trees.  Candy loved the dirt under the trees. I think she liked the mess the olives made as they rotted in the dirt.  Cookie would never allow Candy to have her knuckle bone.  Even if all the meat were cleaned off and the bone had no value, Candy was not allowed to touch it.  If she dared, she paid for it.  Cookie didn't put up with any guff. Occasionally the butcher would give me two knuckle bones and Candy would get her own. That didn't happen too often as I didn't want to appear greedy.  Knuckle bones didn't costs anything in those days.  Sometimes if I were lucky, I would have a dime to buy a pack of Hostess Twinkies.  They tasted better back then.  I can't say for sure if they were better, but the Twinkies I have eaten today don't seem to taste like what I remember.

Sometimes one of my father's patients would come to our home to get some medicine.  I remember this one patient who had a sore toe and was in need of some opiate to take the pain away.  He opened the gate and limped up to our porch.  He had a real exaggerated limp as to emphasis the dire pain he had in his toe. As he neared the porch, Cookie came out of nowhere and suddenly the sore toe was cured and the man galloped out of the yard. He had no limp at all. We all had a great laugh of how Cookie cured the toe.  Cookie loved to chase cats. That was one of her great joys.  Once she took after a cat but the cat didn't run.  The cat was a lean tom that didn't see the need to flee the oncoming dog. Cookie walked away from that encounter with a scratch down her nose.

My father always wanted a Saint Bernard so he bought one.  Cookie had a hard time playing second fiddle to the big dog and soon started wasting away.  When Cookie died, I dug a hole in the back yard and buried her with full honors. I wonder if the current owners know they have a pet cemetery on the property. When my brother got married he called his wife "Precious". My mom got upset because she remembered he called his dog that.

On Turning 60

I am sixty years old today. I guess that is old.  I didn't get the memo. I don't feel any different than when I was in my fifties.  Oh well. Not everyone gets to be sixty.  My friends who died young never got here. Those military people who died in all the various wars never got here.  Mozart didn't make it either.  Unfortunately, the priests that I depended on for counsel have died.  One was close to 80. The other was in his late fifties. I should replace them but the whole idea of replacing a confident doesn't seem possible.

I don't remember being born.  Some people say they do.  Well, I don't.  In fact, I have no memories of living in Glendale where I was born.  My earliest memories were from the time I was about a year and a half.  We had a tiny home in National City with five kids packed in the house. I remember all the fighting and squabbling that occurred.  My memory gets better by the time I was four.  My oldest brother was also born on the 20th of November.  We would celebrate together until he left home.  He was thirteen years older than me. He didn't get to be 50 much less 60 as he was killed by a drunk driver. I remember turning 10.  I thought that was a big deal.  Those round years seem to be cause for extra celebration.

So I got another round year.  My father told me he used to think 60 was old until he was sixty.  He said the same about 80.  When he was 90, he finally felt old.

Birthdays are a family thing.  My mother would baked a cake and serve it with ice cream. Every year she would call. I would get reminded of her labor and the fight to give me a name.  My father wanted to name me after his favorite uncle, Guy Bryson.  The rest of the family didn't agree, so my sister erased Guy from the intake sheet and gave me Timothy.  Clarence, my middle name is from my uncle who died when the USS Juneau was sunk on November 13, 1942.  There is one survivor from that ship left.  I spoke with him last year and thanked him for his service. My mother told my Uncle Clarence that he should join the navy as it would be a safer service than the Army or Marines.  She felt guilty about that the rest of her life.  It was ok as my mother like to feel guilty. My Uncle Guy had the Purple Heart from Clarence. When his widow died, my father took possession of it. My father said he would give it to me but it must have got lost after my parents died. Nonetheless, I remember Clarence by my name. I bought a car at the salvage yards in Otay Mesa, San Diego. The lady who ran the DMV service was Mexican.  She put my name on the registration as Timothy Clarence.  She presumed my true last name was my matrilineal name so my car is owned by Mr. Clarence.

So at this point, I haven't figured it out yet.  I don't know what it is all about. Physics keeps changing and it boggles my mind to study string theory. Some people appear to have a certainty about things. Perhaps that is a good thing.  I don't share it.

Dyslexia

Dyslexia runs in my family.  My mother had it. I have it in a limited way.  I have problems with numbers.  Now, this would not be too great a problem except that I am a CPA.  I learned to catch my mistakes and correct them.  I started CPA practice in the pre-computer age so that everything was done on worksheets by hand.  The figures on the worksheets were added with the aid of a calculator.  At my first job in 1983, the partners all used Addo-Xes, an electro-mechanical calculator.  These would often physically jam and have to be repaired.  I was and still am, blistering fast on a 10 key. I found that I was faster than most 10 keys and would jam the processor many times.  The main problem I have is orally processing numbers.  If you say your telephone number to me real fast, I cannot understand.  I have to hear a number very slowly and write it down as I hear it.  A few years back I was negotiating a tax liability with the IRS and the agent gave me the IRS offer real fast.  I said "Stop, I cannot process numbers, please write it down." I got the strangest look.

Addo-X

One of my brothers had dyslexia for letters really bad.  He had great difficulty reading. Fifty-six years ago, my father hired a tutor to come to our home to teach him to read.  I remember a small card table would be set up on our front porch which was semi-enclosed and folding chairs opened. I would sit in on the lessons and at three years old, I learned to read.  The teacher's name was Miss Church.  I got far more out of the tutoring than my brother. 

At four years old, I could read from the King James Bible.  My father took a movie of me reading the 23rd Psalms at that time. When I started first grade I couldn't figure out the stupid Dick and Jane books.  It made me so mad that the cat Puff would say "mew" instead of "meow" like all the cats I have had said. The words were so simple and the progression so slow it was the most boring experience I had ever encountered to that point in my life.  Elementary school continued this slow process of education throughout.  I soon discovered that the first six months of the start of each new school year was spent teaching what we had learned the past school year.  It wasn't until we were half way through we would be taught new stuff. Apparently, summer vacation would result in a complete brain scrubbing so each fall we students were coming in with a tabula rasa and had to be re-taught the basics.

The Tea Party Challenge

I have been reflecting on the Governor of Arizona's policy regarding poor folks needing transplants.  And it occurred to me, these folks that support this so called Tea Party movement should be put to the test.  When my generation opposed the Viet Nam war many of us burned our draft cards.  So Tea Baggers, I challenge you to burn your Medi-Care cards.  I challenge you to return your Social Security Income.  If you do not believe in a socialist government, do not take advantage of those socialist benefits.  Do not send your children to public universities, of course, that may be the case as they probably don't qualify.  In fact, don't rely on the police force to protect you from crime.  Don't call the fire department.  Don't drive on the interstate highways unless they are private toll roads.  I could go on but the fact of the matter each of us likes our own socialist benefits so I doubt a single tea bagger will cease using any of the government benefits they are entitled to use.

RAIN OF TEARS

Years ago, mid-90's I think, I woke one night unable to sleep so I got up and turned the TV to a Tom Snyder show.  Tom was interviewing this author, Victor Villasenor, and I was fascinated with the story.  Mr. Villasenor had written a book based on his family's history.  He had received an advance from a publisher who was now insisting that the book be remade as fiction as the stories were too unbelievable to be called fact.  The author insisted that he couldn't do that was it was his family's story and the publisher said because of the advance, it was to be a novel.  Mr. Villasenor bought back his book by repaying the advance and found a small publisher, University of Houston Press.

I few weeks later I found the book, Rain of Gold, in a bookstore.  The copy I picked up was signed by Victor Villasenor so I bought it.  I started to read it and my mother came over to watch her grandchildren.  She started reading the book and "borrowed" it from me.  She couldn't put it down.  My mother was thrilled with the story of the two families.  She had followed the crops herself and she knew what it was to work picking fruit. Victor's father had gone to Montana where my mother's family was from. So when my mom finished the book, she looked up Victor's telephone number and called him.  She was thrilled that he talked with her.

At this point, I had lost track of the book.  I had a receptionist that had time on her hands between telephone calls and client appointments so I would recommend books for her to read.  One of those books was Rain of Gold.  This year, my former receptionist graduated from college.  I sent her a note via Facebook congratulating her on her achievement and she reminded me about recommending Rain of Gold.  I still had not read it some 15 years later.  I bought the book again and read it.  I don't know if I was ready for it 15 years ago, now it touched me in a way few books do.  Perhaps because I have a Mexican girlfriend or that my mother has died.  I don't know.  But at this point, I would call the book a Rain of Tears.  You can find reviews of the book elsewhere.  This is not a review.  This is only my interactions with this story.  Victor has several websites and he continues to write and speak about his family.  I would have loved to have met his grandmothers in person.  I feel like I have met them through his writing.  So thank you Victor, Yadira, Tom Snyder and my mom for inspiring me to read Rain of Gold.

Nueva Cancion

One of my favorite songs is "Gracias a la vida" written by Chilean Violeta Parra, who was a part of the nueva cancion movement that arose in the late 60's.  Many of the artist who participated in this movement were persecuted by the right wing governments so prevalent in South America at that time.  I first heard the song and about the movement when I was working in Beverly Hills.  I had a little radio on my desk and every morning I would listen to KCRW's Morning Becomes Eclectic.  It was appropriately named as it featured all kinds of music.  I was exposed to much of the so called World Music that was in vogue at that time.  Gracias a la vida became Mercedes Sosa's song.  This short woman from Argentina could control huge crowds with the power of her voice and no government dared attack her.  Tonight, Lila Downs is performing in San Diego and I looked up her web site.  She often performed with Mercedes Sosa.  I found that Sra. Sosa died last year.  I never saw a report in the US news.  This woman was the voice of Argentina.  They had three days of mourning ordered by the President of Argentina.  What a difference a few years make.  Thirty years ago the Argentinian government wanted to kill her and when she finally died the government celebrated her.

Santa Ana Winds

The Santa Ana winds are still blowing.  We had a day off with a rain storm.  But, as soon as the clouds were spent the Santa Ana cranked up again.  The Santa Ana is from hell.  All of the devilish dirt from the desert blows onto the coast.  The cactus pollens stimulate the body's defense system resulting in a full allergic attack.  The positive ions twist the mind and cause a malaise that can't be cured.  Raymond Chandler described it best. "It was one of those hot dry Santa Anas that come down through the mountain passes and curl your hair and make your nerves jump and your skin itch. On nights like that every booze party ends in a fight. Meek little wives feel the edge of the carving knife and study their husbands' necks. Anything can happen."  And anything does happen.  New Yorkers invite bodily harm by telling Californians that it is so beeyouteeful when you can't even see because the eyes are swollen shut from scratching them.  Oh yeah, it does appear to be clear and if you are so insensitive as to say its beeyouteeful to a Californian you might not experience the full effect of a Santa Ana.

And if the body going to hell isn't enough, one spark, one little ole cigarette butt, one backfire of a jalopy will result in more land burning than one can imagine.  There isn't enough firefighters in the west to put out all the fires that get going during a Santa Ana.  I don't know how far north these winds go and south?  According to the weather reports there is nothing south of the border.  No fires, no weather, nothing but a void.  So the last time the Santa Ana fanned the flames of a firestorm it covered a good portion of San Diego County with other fires to the north.  And as I have noted the fires, unlike humans, stopped right at the border.  Maybe there is a pleasure sitting on the hillside of Mexico watching Gringoland roast.  I am surprised the Republicans didn't promise to put a stop to it.  Perhaps they also believe in a weather free market and if global warming or Santa Anas want to bedevil us its God's will.  The good folks in Santa Ana, California tried to give an alternate explanation as to why we call these winds Santa Anas, however, the consensus is the winds are named Santa Ana for the mountain passes in the Santa Ana mountains to the east of Santa Ana the city, and Santa Ana the saint is powerless to stop this defamation of her name.  So even with work to do, I can't think.  My skin is crawling and I am thinking that Santa Ana days should be holidays, call everything off so we can chill.

Day of the Dead or All Soul's Day

This is the day to remember those who have died.  Since death is universal, remembering the dead is also universal.  I suspect the Mexican day of the dead preceded Catholicism in Mexico.  One of the motivations for Christians to remember the dead was to do things that would speed along the purgatory process and help those who passed get on to heaven.  At the Reformation, the reformed Christians dropped the celebration of All Soul's Day because they didn't believe in purgatory.  Well there are other reasons to remember those who died.  Since today is also election day in the United States I thought I would share a story the celebrates both voting and those who have died.

My mother was a staunch Republican.  Not the kind of Republicans we have today.  But the old fashioned Lincoln Republican which the current crop is trying to drive out of the party.  She voted for Eisenhower and Nixon.  My father was a Southern Democrat.  The kind that doesn't much exist anymore.  Fiscally conservative yet pro-working class.  My father always said the Republicans were the party of the banks and elite.  Only the Democrats represented the working man.  Well all that has changed.  As the California ballot got more and more complex with propositions, my mother would have me fill out her sample ballot so she had a guideline to vote.  So in her old age she started voting for liberals and liberal causes.  I like the idea that I got to double my vote and perhaps that would make a difference.  My mother doesn't vote anymore, at least not here. But I will never forget helping her vote.  So on this election day and Day of the Dead, I remember my mother and I remember voting for her.

Drugs

In the year 2000, 435,000 people died from a certain drug.  There is another drug that people use that caused no deaths, that is ZERO deaths that year.  Both of these drugs are ingested in the same way.  One drug raises millions of dollars for the government and the other drug the government spends millions of dollars to stop its use.  Given this information, which do you think is the legal drug and which one is banned?  Well, given the logic of governments, the one that caused 435,000 deaths in a single year is legal.  The drug that caused no deaths is illegal.  So what is this?  One is tobacco and the other is marijuana.  Even though tobacco killed more people than any other cause of death in 2000 it is legal.  Marijuana is illegal even though not a single person died from using it in 2000.

At this point if you were to assume that I am voting for Proposition 19 you would be correct.  I do not advocate the use of either of these drugs.  If you are curious as to what drugs I use myself, I am a caffeine addict and I occasionally take aspirin.  However, if you wish to use marijuana, it's not my business and neither should it be the business of any government entity